Purged

藏在心里的话，不说出来是会中内伤的。一旦释放，真的是覆水难收，一发不可收拾。时间再长，其实伤还在，疤痕没消。说出来后，感觉好像放开了，真的舒服多了。都清了，终于真的都删掉了。那一刻，坚定下心，删了！

Drinking - bane or boon? Bane for making me do something I would never do in public, or in front of someone. Boon for finally purging my feelings and emotions and finally got down to deleting anything that would remind me of that memory.  So that I'll never do it again.

Sorry Alex for shocking the shit out of you.  I still blame you for asking/saying whatever it was that triggered it.  Sorry Tio, drunk texting sometimes do not make much sense, especially at the height of the emotional drunk craze (at least half of what I said was true, or all of what I said???) 

 

Shit, so embarrassing!!! Fuck!  Note to self: Stop talking when you are high!!! Whatever is in your mind, just stop it from being verbalized.  I need to stop the bottles from abusing me now.

 

Peace out! I'm fine.  Mighty fine :)